SHORA - Practice Show - Sunday 21 August 2005

SHORA - Practice Show - Sunday 21 August 2005
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Blue and Tony had 2 wonderful clear rounds. An excellent show for them.

Rest In Peace Chloe

Rest In Peace Chloe
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RIP my little Chloe

My heart is so very very sore, my little Cooks.
Born on my birthday, I was so very lucky to have you in my life.
Rest in Peace, and I'm sure the gang up there are waiting to show you around.

Or maybe an Irish boy

A Doyle instead of an Angel?
There was The Boy.

But he's long gone. Not a whisper of a reply.
There was something special in his eyes.
But i guess it wasn't for me.

I'm tired of looking. I really am.

A hankerin'

For Angel.

Now don't panic. I'm well aware he's a fictional character.
But his character, the characters character. There's something there that rings in me.
Isn't there someone out there, like that, for me?

I have a dark soul. An old soul. I know this. I've been told I'm a "little different" my whole life.
I'm not "evil"... that's in stories, in fiction.
I do see things in different ways, in different lights, to other people though.
No doubt about that.

I don't connect with people. I'm always hovering on the edges.
But I'm a good person. I have a very big heart.
I'm kind. I listen.

Isn't there someone for me?
Someone who sees the same strange answers, asks the same odd questions.
Someone dark? Someone light?

I thought I found him, once. But I was wrong. It was all a show. Fake.

I feel so old, these days.
Not on the outside, but inside. Like I'm being stretched, or being crushed.