rage

I have one ring. and some computer games.
that's what i have from him. And this ring was bought about 2 months before he leaves me. And it was bought only because I said i was getting _him_ something special for our 6 year anniversary and as a farewell and something to remember me by.

he has 2 rings, and 98% of his clothing and etc.
everything he wears and smells like.

"do you resent that?" he asks.
No kidding.
It's not the money or "getting" things. I'm not materialistic. It's the fact that it was never reciprocated. That I ran around after him.

he wants ME to be "be a friend" and be the one he tells everything to about his new "blissful happiness.
ME????
does he have NO IDEA how much he hurts me everytime he even MENTIONS her name??
and now he wants me to sit and listen to him go on about how HAPPY he is??
sorry, BUDDY.
He feels nothing! he has NO IDEA!
He comes home drunk, gets online and wants to tell me what an exciting evening of gaming with his new wonderful girl he has planned???
Find someone else to torture. I have given you nearly 7 years of complete attention.
I don't deserve to be hurt like that.

And now he suggests that we "take some time apart"...
um. he is all the way over there *points* and I am all the way over here *points*.
how frikkin far apart does he want to be from me?
I'm too inconvenient now, obviously. Too emotional and annoying.
He clearly wants to get On With His Life, and I am a burden with my silly anger and resentment.

Well I'll give him space.
I'll never bug him again.